Update
Well, my doctor refused to believe that I was pregnant (despite the fact that I had a positive pregnancy test), which sent me spiralling into a (mercifully brief) depression, but I am feeling better today than last night.
I am going to be getting a new doctor. One who wants to help us find answers and doesn't think that I am stupid.
Hopefully we will be able to figure out the problem before this happens again.
For now I know that Ruby is safe in heaven with her Eternal Father, along with her brothers and sisters.
And now I just have to figure out what to say when people ask how my week was. My husband didn't seem to think that "My cat died and I miscarried my sixth child, how was your week?" was quite the right way of wording things.
I am going to be getting a new doctor. One who wants to help us find answers and doesn't think that I am stupid.
Hopefully we will be able to figure out the problem before this happens again.
For now I know that Ruby is safe in heaven with her Eternal Father, along with her brothers and sisters.
And now I just have to figure out what to say when people ask how my week was. My husband didn't seem to think that "My cat died and I miscarried my sixth child, how was your week?" was quite the right way of wording things.
2 Comments:
Praying for you. I didn't realize you updated this site anymore, or I would have been coming over more frequently. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Know that you are in my prayers.
God bless,
Lauren
For a long time, I was not blogging, in part because I was having trouble with the disconnect between feeling in my heart that I had lost children and being told that I had not.
Thanks for stopping by. Sometimes it feels very, very lonely. And I miss my babies. I appreciate your prayers.
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